i don't know

HI

first monthly test coming soon

and i just only have 2 or 3 weeks  to do my revision only

feel a little regreted

because why i can't start to do my revision earlier

yea i know

i'm the one who always like this

who always get to the wrong way

i also don't know why am i like this

i don't like this kind of me

seriously

who like it

no one will do

hmmm feel like my post are so emo

what i feel now

i just type it out

and i think i sure will get in trouble at least once in a month

thanks god for giving me a special days in every month

i cannot blame anyone right

just try to be a better me

well,

im going to off for a week

or maybe i'll off for more than that

i have to prepare for my study

i cannot just sit there and do nothing already

i must study everyday

is a must

talk about friends

hai

don't know whether is me too sensitive or what

i felt that i don't have much topic to talk with them

maybe it's because of SPM

i feel very very stress

so i have no mood to talk

felt very down today

because i don't know you were just joking to me or what

but it makes me feel uncomfortable

feel like my heart has already broken

anyway,

you are my friend

i treat you as welll as i can

i hope you all will treat me as a friend too

my dearest friend,

sometimes there's no any 表情 on my face

sometimes i am just keep quiet

sometimes i don't want to go lepak with you all

sometimes i am just sit quietly

sometimes....

sometimes i'll be like that

and i don't know why

i feel so sorry about that

hmmm maybe you all don't know what am i talking about now

nevermind

it's okay

oh my,

please stop typing this kind of emo post

feel like dying if i continue typing

BYE

can't describe

oh HI !

erm, well i don't know what am i going to type about.

my family... owh my lovely family 

i don't really understand how could this be?

i thought it wouldn't happen in my life when i was just a kids

but now, i'm a teenagers

i must solve this problem

i cannot just left it like that although 时间能冲淡一切

i have to do something

but, what can i do

i'm not a part of them

i'm not a worm inside their body

so what can i do??

see, i'm always get in trouble

this time, it wasn't my study, it's wasn't about me.

but it was my family !

why? 

You know?

my heart is so pain...

like going to hell

PLEASEEEEEE.... 

- Sabar

- Kasih Sayang

...

okay?!!! 

FUCK OFF THE SUCKS FEELINGS !

Last day of CNY

Oh hello babe.

man, today was the last day of CNY

the time flies as fast as possible

why?

please slow down a bit...

just a little bit

well, tonight i'm going to open up all my angpao HEHE

don't know whether how much I got as the total?

hope it's as much as possible la xD

HAPPY 元宵节 EVERYBODY !

Guess what?

I've eaten my lovely Eastern Sunrise cake

I must eat this cake because of the chinese name

东方神起 ♥

this cake is quite special

because it's did by mandarin orange

I don't hate orange and I loves orange fav cakes :)

so, it was just AWESOME ! ♥

and you can just only buy it at Starbucks

I thought it's limited

but who knows

when I reached Bukit Tinngi Jusco Starbucks

there's still have so many :(

that shouldnt be like this one

it's should be sold out...

东方神起 lehhh

must be sold out one...

okay, it's over already

so, fine.

Today, 6 February

TVXQ's leader

U-know Jung Yunho's birthday

he's 27 already

gonna reach 30 soon xD

HAPPY BRTHDAY YUNHO ! ♥

yeah~

my Changmin's birthday coming soon :D

18 February HEHE

exited yea...

Changmin Changmin ~

^^

lazy ady.

BYE ! ;)

- SPM -

AH XUAN ah, YOU CAN DO IT !

SCORE 6 A's ABOVE AND DONT GET ANY FAILS IN YOUR SPM YEAH ! ♥

- ILOVEYOUSOMUCHLAKHOOXIAOXUAN -