can't describe

oh HI !

erm, well i don't know what am i going to type about.

my family... owh my lovely family 

i don't really understand how could this be?

i thought it wouldn't happen in my life when i was just a kids

but now, i'm a teenagers

i must solve this problem

i cannot just left it like that although 时间能冲淡一切

i have to do something

but, what can i do

i'm not a part of them

i'm not a worm inside their body

so what can i do??

see, i'm always get in trouble

this time, it wasn't my study, it's wasn't about me.

but it was my family !

why? 

You know?

my heart is so pain...

like going to hell

PLEASEEEEEE.... 

- Sabar

- Kasih Sayang

...

okay?!!! 

FUCK OFF THE SUCKS FEELINGS !

Last day of CNY

Oh hello babe.

man, today was the last day of CNY

the time flies as fast as possible

why?

please slow down a bit...

just a little bit

well, tonight i'm going to open up all my angpao HEHE

don't know whether how much I got as the total?

hope it's as much as possible la xD

HAPPY 元宵节 EVERYBODY !

Guess what?

I've eaten my lovely Eastern Sunrise cake

I must eat this cake because of the chinese name

东方神起 ♥

this cake is quite special

because it's did by mandarin orange

I don't hate orange and I loves orange fav cakes :)

so, it was just AWESOME ! ♥

and you can just only buy it at Starbucks

I thought it's limited

but who knows

when I reached Bukit Tinngi Jusco Starbucks

there's still have so many :(

that shouldnt be like this one

it's should be sold out...

东方神起 lehhh

must be sold out one...

okay, it's over already

so, fine.

Today, 6 February

TVXQ's leader

U-know Jung Yunho's birthday

he's 27 already

gonna reach 30 soon xD

HAPPY BRTHDAY YUNHO ! ♥

yeah~

my Changmin's birthday coming soon :D

18 February HEHE

exited yea...

Changmin Changmin ~

^^

lazy ady.

BYE ! ;)

- SPM -

AH XUAN ah, YOU CAN DO IT !

SCORE 6 A's ABOVE AND DONT GET ANY FAILS IN YOUR SPM YEAH ! ♥

- ILOVEYOUSOMUCHLAKHOOXIAOXUAN -

others

hello again.

yeah.

i've added so many cassiopeia friends on facebook.

and yesterday was HERO JAEJOONG's birthday.

- happy birthday JaeJoong -

TVXQ R-O-C-K-S !

HAHA

ATTENTION :

MY BLOG WON'T DIE ONE,

IF I'M STILL ALIVE ! :D

will update when using computer :)

kay, bye ! muackzsssss...

all about CNY at my hometown

Hello !

yea, finally i can update my blog :D

you know i wanted to update so badly

it's just  like FINALLY !

hmm well,

what should i update about?

Chinese New Year?

okay.

some pictures during Chinese New Year ! 

my father's side :)

Kuala Pilah -

home made meet balls

wee hee LOL

CHEESEEEEEE

mummy and I makan ing xD

two kawaii puppys

playing poker cards :D

have some watermelons during the HOT wheather

my 堂妹 and the puppy

I LOVE THIS PICTURE VERY MUCH

at the bus stop in front of my ahma's house

my buddys :D

except the little girl HAHA

weeeee ;)

going to 拜拜

playing poker again the next day

yo ! MAFIA :DD

two little girl playing with the two kawaii puppys

she's always the first who leave ahma's house :3

and she same age with me xD

she became more and more pretty :D

writing the wishes on the 孔明灯 :D

Ang pao !

three of us ! :D

ahgong and us ! :D

webcam ing. HAHA

LEFT-RIGHT

UP-DOWN

LOLLLLL

XUANNNNN xD

and this !

we wrote "I LOVE U" by using the fireworks !

damn nice !

i hope we can write "KHOO" next year. HEHE

my mother's side :)

Mentakab -

mummy and I

-LOVE-

二姐 and I

-LOVE-

there's still have so many many pictures taken during CNY

go view my facebook :)

HAHA

did you guys also taken some pictures during CNY?

please upload and let me have a look on it okay.

HEHE

take pictures, eat 团圆饭, play poker crads, take angpao, go 拜拜, play fireworks and many many more...

this all activities must move on during Chinese New Year !

like this only got celebrate Chinese New Year de FEELLL ma ^^

Hey, remember to take many many angpao as you can oh.

HAHA

my total angpao now is 30+ xD

i want 100+ la.

but i know it wont happen

:D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

hell

hello :)

ishh

what kind of feeling is this?

hate it man

:/

still got 15 more minutes

i have to go for Science tuition

i have no any worry about this

im just damn worry about

Account tuition

:3

how worried am i you know?

it's just like FUCK

i really really hate this stupid feeling

my account not so good as others

and the accoumt class just only me as a girl

i scared this will happen omg

who can help me?

do you know the feeling?

no, you won't know.

IM NOW JUST FREAKING DAMN NERVOUS !

actually

i shouldnt be so worried about it

it doesnt important at all

oh well

i just hope i wont care about it so much

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh

WHAT THE HELLLLLLLL

It's a post without any colours...

Finally updated

hello hellooo :D

omg,

how long was it i didnt update?

i dont know.

im now using my 二姐's notebook to update my blog

my house computer already spoiled

so i just can online by using my mum's phone

SAMSUNG GALAXY Y

lol

so now im going to update lo

HAHA

hmm

what should i update about?

okay.

school already reopen about one week

im still in the same class

5 sastera 1

with the same people :)

Clarisse Fazhu Pikshan and so on

my class teacher ...

hers attitude is not bad la

but she wasnt bertanggungjawab as my previous class teacher

my ketua class is Izkandar

and assistant is ?????

xD

Clarisse be the ketua kebersihan

while Pikshan become hers assistant

such a perfect group

HAHA

and me didnt get any “jobs" in class

^^

im so enjoy to become a plain student

without any "jobs"

Fazhu also didnt get any "jobs"

we are only a students

plain students

:D

i know im lame

no choice :)
Jiawen are still in the same class too
5 science 3
she always support me geh
damn touches you know
i really really aprreciate to having a best friend like her :)

well.

this year is the most important year in my life

shit la

im not ready yet for SPM?

oh noooooooo

i've told myself to work harder

but dont know why

i cant do it well

i feel like im so lazy

hmm

the subjects that i most worried about is

sejarah

such a stupid subject

i want to get a C or a B for my sejarah

i didnt aim any A for it

just B or C

hope i can do it la

others...

go with the flow :)

okay okay,

i promise that i will work harder this year

i promise

i promise

i promise laaaaaa :3

my SPM result MUST BE 6 A's

at least 6 !

M.U.S.T

if not im going to DIE !

isshhhh

owh yea

the stupid koko

T.T

persatuan - Sains and math

permainan - Bola baling

b.uniform - Pandu puteri

all also i dislike

and my mum sure will force me to go

T.T

WAE~~~~~ ?

:/

fine,

just go lohhhhh

and now

im watching IRIS on kbs world

my sister keep on saying its good its nice

so i watch it loh

^^

lets see how nice was it ba

but i couldnt watch all episode of it

whatever la :)

BYE BYE  ♥

will be update when using computer ;)

D-e-c-e-m-b-e-r ♥

Aloha ♥

i'm now at my kampung - Mentakab,Pahang :)
how cool you know.
early in the morning,
me and my mum went to my aunt house by bus
then my aunt fetch us back to Mentakab
you know,
it's quite cool when you're sitting on the bus with so many passenger 
hahahaha
C-O-O-L~


hmmm
something make me feel so sad :(

Jiawen didnt let me know that she have a blog

you know,
i loves to know that my friends arround have a blog.
well.
maybe i could not be so 大惊小怪 :)
okay whatever la
you're my best friend forever and ever ♥
Wen, saranghae la~
hahahahaha :D

beside that,
i just viewed some of my friends blog.
i love to read what that wrote
it's quite interesting
their's blog theme nicer than mine x1000000000
because my theme was so simple and plain.
well,
i'm going to change it soon when i'm free xD


owh yea !
i just ate DURIAN ♥ 
wuah sei
delicious dao~
yummy yummy yummy !
it's 猫山王 oh ;D
owh yeahhhhhhhhh !

( 死 sampat ._. )

kay, bye ! 

I will always loves you ♥ Aww